the most annoying thing in the worlds is when i lack all sense of creativity. and am required to write a poem or do things for yearbook. some days i just can't think that way. so why do people require certain designated times to do certain things.? why write a poem when there is no dream behind it? why design something you have no goal for? when i have nothing creative in my system. there is no way i can write a poem in a certain meter that makes any sense. is this what school is made to do?
to make me do things i'm practically incapible of? to make me fry my brains on /
*orbital notation
*and noble gas notation of all kinds of electons? .
*to figure out how much money i could make if i put $100,000 in bonds with a 5.5% interest rate in 30 years?
*to count the sylables in each line of a poem and decide which sylable gets more emphasis.
*and then copy that style and write a poem.
to know things like/
*the Hund's rule,
*and line emission spectrum.
to see/
*how many emperors were bribed by the cardinals
ok. ok. school's not that bad. somedays it just seems impossible. but i'm doing ok. i'm surviving. =D
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
procrastination.
ok. so today one of the teachers implied that procrastination is sin. . .and i was like woah! wait! is procrastination a sin? and so we got out of 10-15 minutes talking about this procrastination.
*what defines sin?
*when we procrastinate are we doing the best of our ability?
*why would people procrastinate? is it because they aren't good stewards of their time?
*do people actually work better under pressure?
anyway. discussions no matter what they are about are better than class. so i begin to say things i normally wouldn't. . .
*what defines sin?
*when we procrastinate are we doing the best of our ability?
*why would people procrastinate? is it because they aren't good stewards of their time?
*do people actually work better under pressure?
anyway. discussions no matter what they are about are better than class. so i begin to say things i normally wouldn't. . .
Monday, October 30, 2006
while shopping on saturday. . . i watched a rainbow form. it was amazingly beautiful! it had such brilliant colors. . .
man. this crazy guy wouldn't move. so . i just took the picture. notice it is a double rainbow. :)
i rediscovered my love of eating dove chocolates. . . and i don't think it's gonna be good.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
today
played in a vball tournament/
and we did terrible/
absolutely, positively terrible!
but, it was ok/
i survived/
the pain wasn't completely unbearable/
obviously./
because i'm still here. whatever/
went shopping./
sat in the parking lot/
eating dove chocolates and pringles/
i love my friends!/
and/
tonight. was. a. party!!! /
it was way random/
when do i hang out with a friend/
with my family?/
usually never./
but tonight/
was DIFFERENT!/
it was fun!/
sitting on the floor./
and doing random things./
my word.! i'm so hyper. and in a crazy mood. i feeling like doing something crazy . but i guess i won't. . . i get an extra hour tonight. and plan to make use of it. i prolly should do it sleeping. but i think i'll pass on that. because when i have enough of sleep i don't do random things like i did today. and i think that is sad. if everybody was like me. i think people should often not get enough of sleep. although i do sometimes feel bad for the people around me if i'm in a crazy mood an they aren't but i guess it's their problem, and they should stay up late nights too. o my. i think i'll stop before anything worse happens.
and we did terrible/
absolutely, positively terrible!
but, it was ok/
i survived/
the pain wasn't completely unbearable/
obviously./
because i'm still here. whatever/
went shopping./
sat in the parking lot/
eating dove chocolates and pringles/
i love my friends!/
and/
tonight. was. a. party!!! /
it was way random/
when do i hang out with a friend/
with my family?/
usually never./
but tonight/
was DIFFERENT!/
it was fun!/
sitting on the floor./
and doing random things./
my word.! i'm so hyper. and in a crazy mood. i feeling like doing something crazy . but i guess i won't. . . i get an extra hour tonight. and plan to make use of it. i prolly should do it sleeping. but i think i'll pass on that. because when i have enough of sleep i don't do random things like i did today. and i think that is sad. if everybody was like me. i think people should often not get enough of sleep. although i do sometimes feel bad for the people around me if i'm in a crazy mood an they aren't but i guess it's their problem, and they should stay up late nights too. o my. i think i'll stop before anything worse happens.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
IT'S FALL
sitting on the computer. until i hear the sunset is beautiful. run outside with the camara. snap some pictures. running back inside becasue my feet are freezing!
goof around. play with my dog. computer. then walk outside to see the sunset again. And the sky is a brilliant orange. it was beautiful, and i couldn't resist taking more pictures.
sunsets are AMAZING!
Friday, October 06, 2006
maria
my sis. it's amazingly funny.
last night i gave her one hand a manicure. . .(kinda, but don't tell her it was fully :) and she told me. Lisa, i love you SO much. and i asked her if she would still love me if i didn't do that. and she said, "well, i would like you alittle." so i asked her "so, you just like me, for what i give to you." and she said "well, mostly." i couldn't help but giggle to myself. she was so honest.
but then alittle while later, when she was in her own bed, she told me she was scared. and i told her to jump over in my bed. and i caught her smirking. and i said . "your not even scared, are you." she smirked again, and said "well, kinda."
last night i gave her one hand a manicure. . .(kinda, but don't tell her it was fully :) and she told me. Lisa, i love you SO much. and i asked her if she would still love me if i didn't do that. and she said, "well, i would like you alittle." so i asked her "so, you just like me, for what i give to you." and she said "well, mostly." i couldn't help but giggle to myself. she was so honest.
but then alittle while later, when she was in her own bed, she told me she was scared. and i told her to jump over in my bed. and i caught her smirking. and i said . "your not even scared, are you." she smirked again, and said "well, kinda."
fun ride. :)
ride home from school is extremely fun! we ate cold meatballs, and LOTS of whipped topping. dwyle ran up to us at at intersection and stuffed 3 meatballs in his mouth at once. man. it was a funny ride. . .
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